1. |
in this room
02:12
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disgusting sunshine
scratching at my door
i’m stuck inside your
bed of roses
these walls are all thats
not penetrated
the life we’ve created
wants to kill us
living in the basement
midnight, talking to the vcr
sleeping in the spaces i can find
between the bursts of noise
early light shines through the blinds
at 6 am
specks of dust float over the blue light
of the panasonic
i want to go back to what i had
living in polaroid photographs
the further i get into the future
the less i remember the past.
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2. |
s u m m e r
04:36
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this is where i lost you yesterday
and where i first saw her name
written in the blank space of torn up
receipt
this is how you never heard your name
and how your mind was torn away
a sudden jolt from a long falling dream
and last night
some kind of banshee was screaming out
from the place I was before
its voice was sick and desperate
while begging her for more
it’s what keeps us both together from a
lifetime away
no time passed still trapped in that day
shadows of palm trees
draw patterns on hotel curtains
she’s dead asleep in an unmade bed
she never sleeps alone
when we had all summer
until the winter killed us all
you wanted to wait
for some sort of fate
believing that God would save us
it’s worthless
you know it’s no one’s fault but ours
the only one we love is not with us
anymore
i’ll lose my identity to not be your enemy
you’re not another victim of the things
that she did to me
i just need stability but monotony’s killing me
denying the lies an exercise in futility
i’m not better off with fake love
a life that i can’t think of
or know what to make of it
death from inside
last night
i thought about giving up on everything
and settling down with you
i know it sounds so stupid
after all that we’ve been through
maybe I’m just afraid to feel anything but hate
it’s just a miserable state
portraits of children
line hallways, a broken household
i’m clawing right through
the wallpaper that’s peeling off the walls
when we had all summer
until the winter killed us all
you wanted to wait
for some sort of fate
believing that God would save us
it’s worthless
you know it’s no one’s fault but ours
the only one we love is not with us
anymore
i don’t want to die
he’s not with us anymore
When we had all summer
winter
he’s not with us anymore
shadows of palm trees
draw patterns on hotel curtains
she’s dead asleep in an unmade bed
she never sleeps alone
i loved you last summer
we lost him last winter
trapped in my bed
i called you and said
“i’m going to fucking end it.”
it’s worthless
you know we’ll never change the past
i’ll only hide behind the guilt from what i’ve done.
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3. |
fake violins
04:23
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she never broke any windows
a love like starving and waiting
and fake violins
bowed their song through the air ducts
fistfulls of anticonvulsants
stuck in her throat
she gave her all that she could do
picked up a hairpin and bent it
to make a ring
gave her all that she could do
she tried the door, it wouldn’t open
so lets start again together
i’ll run away forever
you know i can’t help coming
back to you
break all our friends who ever
loved us and made life better
fuck them they don’t have any clue
so lets start again together
i’ll run away forever
you know i can’t help coming
back to you
break all our friends who ever
loved us and made life better
fuck them they don’t have any clue
take a melody
simple as can be
give it some words and
sweet harmony
raise your voices
all day long now, love grows strong now
sing a melody of love
oh, love
so lets start again together
i’ll run away forever
you know i can’t help coming
back to you
break all our friends who ever
loved us and made life better
fuck them they don’t have any clue.
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4. |
im ok with you
03:28
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time
it goes so slow
and then it passes fast
trapped in the past with you
seems like yesterday
we were dreaming of the moon
but we were taken far too soon
from our homes
and we don’t know
just where to go
when we’re all alone
i’ll suffocate this comfort
intermingled in the lights
cul-de-sacs of empty neighborhoods
(stars stars shining down)
i’d kill myself
(pretty lights all around)
and you’d kill me too
when i’m alone with you
i’ll believe 300 years or more
your love is all that i live for
and when i’m fucking dead,
can i still be with you?
you give me everything i need
your voice pollutes the air i breathe
when all the other girls are
out to break my neck
so i think i just might stay
to try to keep the night away
and nothing means anything
but i’m ok with you
i’ll believe 300 years or more
your love is all that i live for
and when i’m fucking dead,
can i still be with you?
you give me everything i need
your voice pollutes the air i breathe
when all the other girls are
out to break my neck
so i think i just might stay
to try to keep the night away
and nothing means anything
but i’m ok with you
so i think i just might stay
to try to keep the night away
and nothing means anything
but i’m ok with you
so i think i just might stay
to try to keep the night away
and nothing means anything
but i’m ok with you.
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5. |
(rest easy)
01:22
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6. |
ends of the earth
05:53
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i don’t want a lot of recognition
i just want you to know who i am
do what it takes to find my place
to prove i’m more than just a man
i will travel to the ends of the earth
to the deepest of depths hoping someday
i can see
your bright and smiling face again
it now begins
nothing will stand in my way
the ship drops and the engine roars
rotors spinning through the murky depths
pale creatures pass the window ports
captivated and obsessed
the pressure builds outside
the darkness swallows the light
i feel the warmth of a passing glance
from the bottom of the sea
and maybe
i can breathe down here
sounds of laughter pull me closer
as my eyes begin to burn
in this blackness, full of nowhere,
past the point of no return,
i’m alive
i can’t speak to you anymore
since the doctors took your voice
but i thought i heard you laughing now
a baby’s voice swims all around me
don’t believe what the people say
i can’t just change my mind
i know that you’re out there crying
i know
sounds of laughter pull me closer
as my eyes begin to burn
in this blackness, full of nowhere,
past the point of no return,
i’m alive
sounds of laughter pull me closer
as my eyes begin to burn
in this blackness, full of nowhere,
past the point of no return,
i’m alive.
these dirty bedsheets,
torn up and yellowed.
my face in the pillow,
s u f f o c a t e d.
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